Transformation

it's funny how image(s) can transform something. i never really fully appreciated The Arcade Fire's "Wake Up" till after seeing the trailer for Where the Wild Things Are.

i often wonder about transformations and coincidences. it's as if the summation of these things or the collision of all these things become the essence of life or what it means to live.

I Don't Mind

2:48AM;

I wonder who else is awake. I wonder what sort of people are awake at this hour. What do we have in common I wonder. It's such a random time to be awake, just like every other hour in the day, every other minute, every other second. I wonder why they're awake, what they're thinking of, what they're doing.

Sometimes when I wander away from reality and explore the daydream world where my thoughts take me, I realize just how ridiculous I am... and then I stop for a moment and think just how almost not ridiculous anything is at all.

500 days of june gloom

Pain. Animosity. Something, anything ugly; it makes you feel like you've learned. Learned about life.

People try arrange things for you, force things on you, to reconnect broken bonds, piece together shattered glass... but really, it's just another infliction of cruelty through self-righteousness and ignorance... a neglect of my feelings.

Summer Doldrums

Summer has finally hit that inevitable point where the excitement of what's new and what's possibly ahead has long perished. I want to go back to school, I want new classes, new friends, and that ever naive freshman girl is back once again filled with false hopes of... romance.

Classes start again on Wednesday for me. Maybe I'll meet a friend? An enemy? A frenemy?

I want a lover I don't have to love.